In my soul ”I will find a finding on a concert advertising of the singer Xavier. Dark sunglasses hide, his mouth turns into a little smile. I will find a twid -like hat, as in 2022, just like I saw it recently, in the video in which he declared and apologized.
“Of course, people can change, but after many years of the spread of dangerous democracy and misanthropic ideas and positions, a general statement, followed by three years of silence,” says Elio Adler, chairman of the Worth initiative. V., TAZ. The Association requires the abolition of concerts.
Even when Naidoo published his video about degradation, the right extremist expert and TAZ observer Andreas Spat found that the whole apology is not enough to reliably distance himself from the theories of the conspiracy. Jenny Winkler from the Veritas consulting center also prefers to talk about the ongoing distance of distance instead of a classic exit, “because often there is no formal belonging to the group in case of the conspiracy conviction.”
I do not want to assume whether I would find in silence in this task. But now that he is looking for the public again, it would be important to know how it might look: a reliable distance. I am also surprised for myself. Because I wasted the years of my life with the theories of a conspiracy.
Education as soon as possible
As a child, I saw my grandfather with the cord of Edinging spreads on the package of food and put crystals for interference of the rooms. Later, I read books about the alleged confirmation of reincarnation and Erich from Danineen’s speculation on the traces of aliens in early high cultures. I examined the village church and looked for hidden information about secret knowledge.
The idea that enlightenment should be in the shortest possible time, instead of being a vague goal on the actual rocky path of continuous education, is typical of conspiracy thinking. Everything should be as simple as “awakening”.
What is actually available in the shortest possible time is an injury. At 17, I was rightfully right for the font index, which are dangerous for young people, literary to extremist esoteric. This reading filled me with a noisy panic that should last for years. I mourned the damage of evil, their cruelty and indifference to us, people. Trost gave me the assumption that we will have only ten years until the end of the world in 2012.
“Donata, you say as a radical right.” My German teacher, an honorary woman, reacted very clearly to my ethnoplasticistic explanations in the classroom. She was disappointed with me, it struck me. The internal conflict of values can be the starting point of the debit for believers of the conspiracy. But I’m not so far away. Such first cracks can also be open from the outside, for example, by threat of punishment. Caring for the consequences sometimes begins to change behavior. The prosecutor of Mannheim, against find, made charges of rebellion. His lawyers reject the charges.
Sometimes I came to me, because the more literature on the conspiracy that I read, the more cottages I met with me: contradictions, plagiarism, imagination. The man around me began to deal with preparations by 2012. In my opinion, it was nonsense. I told him that only people who dominated the art of spherical breathing will withstand the increase in the frequency of the planet.
In some way, I graduated from high school, but in my head fear that everything that did not contribute to my spiritual development was a waste of time, continued me. Looking back, I recognize the danger of the situation. I was “lost”, a teenager with always a heavy heart, blessed in an emotionally stressful family situation, and with a family doctor who said that I would not need therapy, I was smart, I would have done it alone. And, very importantly, I was young and stupid.
Leave an echo -camera
The change of location after school was my salvation. “The distance and critical reflection of extremist ideology, especially misanthropic statements and enemy images” – according to Jenny Winkler, the distance criterion is easier if you leave and take part in the world.
On January 1, 2013, it was finally clear that I was wasting a long -term part of my life. I was ashamed of all the attempts of the mission that my environment was supposed to listen to for several years, ashamed of my naivety and arrogance.
From this moment, I thought that this was definitely disappearing and preferred to read about the dangers arising from the theories of the conspiracy. And what you can unite: “If I do not think about who I have caused pain, the distance of the distance is incomplete,” says Jenny Winkler.
I found artifacts of old thinking, for example, a tendency to emotional evidence: my feeling tells me that something here can be wrong. Then, probably a little lazy, I am looking for evidence. Jenny Winkler calls “cognitive templates.” “I do not think that a whole life is required to disappear, but has been subjected to the question from these cognitive models all his life.”
So almost a long, rocky path, but also a good and real way. I hope that Xavier wants to go. The reliable and sustainable public distance of a famous person will also help others to take the first, embarrassed step of repentance.